im so sick I cant begin to explain how sick I am. im so tired my hands cant move properly, and my head keeps going dizzy. its amazing I managed to get on the computer. lots of things happened over the past few days actually, we went to the temple quite a bit, the theme park; where I almost died but thats okay  I am really sick, like, my body is crying out help to me. the temp has dipped to 20c now, which is like, so cold ? my attire : knee socks, tights, pants, tight singlet thingie, shirt, sweater, jacket, gloves. yeah, im a bit mad I guess. anyway, my mother said I can go back to singapore early, for choir. but it seems like I cant do anything if I go back, even for choir, so im feeling guilty and I hope sunanda comes online  anyway, what else ? oh, c.m. bought back raquets ! so shreedhar and ma are playing downstairs. esther is really fun to talk to, especially when youre about to die from being weak. goodbye, im too tired now.

hello, I miss you.