revengeofthesockks's Xanga

how do youuuu know ?

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:26:11 GMT

lots of people know im in india ? okay. next time, I shall not be so loud

its just that. everyone has to know. that im tortured. yes, hooray. im crooked.

like hothot edward scissorhands. sorry, I am officially mad.

p.s. the above was a clear reaction to the bored atom.

ohsopopular, hoppular

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:11:43 GMT

HELLO EMO ME !

stupid candia isnt online, like again ? number 6 is online ! my stomach is like, gone. and im helping ashley download itunes into her VISTA computer. im so jealous. even though vista sucks, at least she has the choice to play halo on it, yeah, so im very jealous now also. im googling the vbscript thing for number 6 now. I dont feel like xanga-ing today. I am going to buy stuff later. ( hinthint, esther. ) im tired.

boredboredbored
you get so bored
that even emo-ing about non-excisting relevence isnt fun anymore

OFF THE PLAY GAMES.

tag replies:

candia: please come online you idiot. ily.

no. 6 : im helping you so you better missssssss me

there has to be something, anything ?

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:31:10 GMT

hello ! should I move back to blogger ? I really really think I should as in the blogskins and everything are so nice now, and I have made up my mind im going to make a new blog, like, new url and everything in Jan 2008. like I did last year. ooh, im so clever. that, or I will just keep this xanga

random thought of the day : sarah is annoyingly super pretty.

okay, so I changed my skin. smart me. im going to go play games now, and im still sick so I feel a bit rotten. im praying it goes away by today. oh ! and today I dreamt of ms chye, kenton, anisha, nat ( who was surprisingly nice ) and jolene. I dreamt of home too. im home sick, definitely.

its just because all I want to do is fly. this time, not away, but back, to face what I couldnt face before.

and I wanna go home, let me go home

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:21:07 GMT

im so sick I cant begin to explain how sick I am. im so tired my hands cant move properly, and my head keeps going dizzy. its amazing I managed to get on the computer. lots of things happened over the past few days actually, we went to the temple quite a bit, the theme park; where I almost died but thats okay I am really sick, like, my body is crying out help to me. the temp has dipped to 20c now, which is like, so cold ? my attire : knee socks, tights, pants, tight singlet thingie, shirt, sweater, jacket, gloves. yeah, im a bit mad I guess. anyway, my mother said I can go back to singapore early, for choir. but it seems like I cant do anything if I go back, even for choir, so im feeling guilty and I hope sunanda comes online anyway, what else ? oh, c.m. bought back raquets ! so shreedhar and ma are playing downstairs. esther is really fun to talk to, especially when youre about to die from being weak. goodbye, im too tired now.

hello, I miss you.

robots, big bears and lava lamps

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 14:51:47 GMT

its 11:30 in singapore, so I dont expect many to be online ( yeah, im pouting little ), but im actually rather happy and im watching antm cycle 9 on youtube ! and today, I told ma that anishasha was coming to india, and she said I could go meet up with her in jor bagh if I wanted to ! this holiday is actually sort of nice anyway, today was sleepy, went to the doc's yesterday again and it was good ! haha, then today I woke up late, and I watched crouching tiger hidden dragon its quite cool, I must say that ziyi looked quite pretty, but her eyes have some sort of hidden problem. anyway, then I slacked, had lunch, got my fortune read from a book ( delightfully interesting ) and we went to the temple, which was like, so super nice ? yeah, I loved it, and I made a wish there. then while coming home, we bought tikki, zomg, it was so super nice, after 6 years of waiting, and ma only let me eat one cos I might get a tummy upset, but really, I sneaked some in when she wasnt looking. then we did some fireworks in the backyard, and it was time to sleep.

chewing gum makes your teeth hurt

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:43:48 GMT

both candia and yuanjing have something important to tell me, why is it always like this ? im being an impatient ass, and I hope candia can come online and that what she has to say isnt cruel I want to watch saawariya, because it keeps playing on mtv ! and I want om shaanti om's numbers to fall, because its a stupid show. and yesterday I watched ' the island ' and zomg, ian mcgregor is so hot, like soso hot, like so hot, like so - okay, you get my point. so yeah, he's really - I have to stop. anyway, the show was really nice too but I missed the last part cos the family and I went to mcdonalds for dinner ! and I had a McVeggie ! like, it was vegetarian and really really good, and I had passpass ! then I came home, nothing much happened, I played bounce ! does anyone know the code for bounce, im going old school, and I need to pass level 6, such a stupid level. I hope theres something nice on tv today, but there isnt, only coatdq at 5.00 but I watched it already. chio is like, so fun to talk to okay, im bloody bored and im going to go play a game or something cos blogging is dangerous. natalie wong, listen to whatever u like by nicole scherzinger, but dont watch the video, its so disgusting. I surprise myself by still staying ahead, dont you think

divya : o levels does things to people I love you too.
boohwee : youre online now, and helping me too !
candia : you stupid ass, youre outside ! send me an email about it and I will read okay ?
anishasha : come find me ! and I will find you too !

its still the same, 4298 miles or more

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 08:32:52 GMT

stupid syifa(an); alliteration
a species of human that shows frequent signs of stupidity, but is loved by vivacious varsha.

yeah, im happy today and today my xanga will be back to normal with the removal of the super humongous sentosa post ! anyway, I went for a brisk walk today downstairs and its really nice because the weather is cool and everything, so yeah. other than that, today, nothing interesting yet. yesterday was alright, kind of blah, went out in the evening, saw tikki ! haha, then we bought ludo/snakes and ladders, and we came home. shreedhar bought the cape gun, which is so cool, cos it uses gun powder and everything and it 'shoots' and all that crap, so he's been playing with it and acting like a cowboy, yeah, you may go wtf. anyway, then I came back and watched the lizzie mcguire movie ! paolo is so cute, and I wonder if lizzie mcguire ever had to go to india and ruin her life, I guessed not, so I watched the movie a little sourly for a while. then I realized I would feel sad to have to sort of dump paolo, and lizzie didnt get paolo in the end, so I got happy in the end yeah, so here I am and im so happy to reply tags ! and I love my skin too.

xuepiao : haha, you wait, im watching.
yuanjing : okay, im happier now while youre drowning in choir, hooray for you
boonhui : haha, you come online less and less nowadays ! what happened ? or is it me ?
candia : im online ! I miss you too ! yup, singapore is 2.5 hours ahead of india !
esther : yesyes, your present !
ashley : its okay, you dont have to be DAMN sorry, hahahahahaha
yantian : I miss you loads too !
divya : im okay, the book is in singapore !

anything I would do, to be less than a metre from you

so long and goodbye, so long and goodnight

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:17:36 GMT

hello ! im at the airport, and my attempts to stay happy is simply because I have managed to sneak my handphone in, and my mother still doesnt know yet im being evil right ? well, life's being evil to me. I dont think I have gotten through the second round of auditions, but tifs got through, so im pretty happy about that, and even if I did get through I wouldnt be able to go to any of the practices anyway, so no biggie. anisha's going to india too, new delhi even, thats where im going, so we might bump into each other and then my trip wont be so boring anymore anyway, im going to miss lots of people ( my stomach just grumbled even though I just fed it with a veg baugette ) and I bet lots of people are gonna miss me. I have filled my phone with 17 pictures of home, just so that I dont get sick thinking about how much I miss it haha, and I have to remember esther's presents, and many other people's presents too. I got a book ! its called the black prince and its a lit book, and im going to get to kill a mockingbird and the pact in india for half price. wow, I guess some good stuff has to happen in all the badness of it all. I cant really believe im actually like, here. its so hard to believe im being at a place I would love to be but going to some place I really dont want to go to. im coming back 5-4 days earlier than shreedhar and ma, which is .. good ? I dont know, im just counting down to dec 16, to be back home ( you people in singapore, you better tell your home you love it slkndosaijdos alot, especially you, candia kek ) and on my lovely bed and etcetcetc. I LOVE YOU HOME my flight is at 4 20 and im going to try and sneak some sms-es through and I dearly hope that my phone does not have to be checked until I go to india, so that there is nothing my mother can do about it, not like she can do anything about it now, but yeah I cant wait for this to be over so that i can start living my life like a normal teenager again, all happy and bliss and all that rubbish. and I cant wait for the 18th when I can actually enjoy my holiday. or start to enjoy it anyway. 18th of december is when I start my holidays officially. my life, is just so, so, so, so, so, so very sad, but im being positive, and do you know why ?

cos I have my handphone hidden in my bag, thats why.

big day, small day, they all are days anyway

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 13:10:49 GMT

im myself again !

I think, after all, I think only one person has realized how un-varsha I was anyway, tomorrow's the day ! we packed everything, mostly everything anyway, I still have my packing to do though. and ma removed my sim card, though im bringing my phone there and roswell reminds me of twilight, new moon and eclipse. I mean it really is the same right ? alien loves human, vampire loves human. alien isnt supposed to love human, vampire isnt too. there are three seasons of roswell, and three books of twilight series. human is a girl, and loves vampire/alien to death. viewers/readers get freaking envious. yep, pretty much fit the bill, both of them.okay, I must stop roswelling because im getting way too obsessive and depressed that my life isnt so interesting and dramatic.anyway, sarah chan owes me a picture ! im going to miss sarah, boo. okay,

blow air, let the hair fly

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 15:09:52 GMT

things varsha did today :

1. varsha went to school at 8:15 to do an audition

2. varsha met candia after the audition, and they danced in the sports hall before they were crashed by the badminton people, and they sprinted from the sports hall to the benches

3. varsha sent candia voice messages and candia sent varsha voice messages

4. varsha can candia went to visit erhu playing yuanjing

5. varsha and candia took the bus to J8, and while varsha was looking for her phone, candia fell down the steps of the double decker bus and everyone stared

6. varsha and candia walked to J8 really quickly and chionged to pastamania at 10:30 even though it wasnt open

7. varsha and candia walked around aimlessly and candia lost her one dollar on a machine, while varsha got a my melody magnet, and varsha and candia got slippers to share

8. varsha and candia went to have brunch, and I found candia's screen saver

9. varsha and candia went to buy bubble tea and died cos they were so full, then they went to school and halfway they saw nat and varsha acted cheesy.

10. varsha and candia went to school, and ate ice, and went for choir, where varsha saw many people audition, and yuanjing danced really well

11. varsha practiced the dance steps with xuqi, and saranya wanted lunch really badly, which is why only me and xuqi got through the audition only.

12. varsha stole candia's phone and saw 113 pictures in it, and then they went to macs, and varsha rushed home and her mother was very angry.

13. varsha slacked and crashed the computer.

things varsha learnt :

1. varsha learnt that lying is very very bad

2. varsha learnt that she is a selfish salamander

3. varsha misses her friends alot

4. varsha misses ashley alot

5. varsha needs to stop being cheesy and start being herself again, because she's forgetting who she is

6. varsha needs to stop being a big bitch

7. varsha learnt that she only cares for the things that seem important

8. varsha learnt that in movies, anything can happen

9. varsha learnt that some people's forgivence are more important than others.